was on September 16.
I’m not surprised that I missed it.
So much has changed since I started this little blog, but blogging (and my bloggy friends) has been a bit of a balm for my soul, especially for the past 7 months.
Thank you all for staying with me, following me over to my other blog and generally just “being there” for me.
I really appreciate each and every one of you, from the lurkers (seriously say hello – I don’t bite) to those lovely people who have become my “friends in my computer”.
I love you.
I have a brain and an opinion.
Usually I have people’s best interests at heart when I comment on the blogs of others, but I do tend to speak my mind. Sometimes this gets me into trouble.
What I don’t need is for some condescending soul to be Captain Obvious:
I know how my husband died. I’m not likely to forget that in a hurry.
So there’s no real need to point it out to me yet again.
Believe it or not, death by car accident has its own demons for me to deal with.
Different demons to those who’ve lost a spouse due to ill-health – be it physical or mental
.. but demons nonetheless.
I’m still left with the “why”s and the “how”s.
I’m still left with dipshits who try to blame me (or him) for the accident…..
Those who assume they know that speed was involved or that they were hoons in a sports car.
News articles that publicise the wreckage and the body bags on the tv news and in the newspaper.
Car forums where Greg and his offsider are accused of being every sort of lead-footed maniac under the sun….
It’s no picnic.
I haven’t suffered any more than any other widow and I don’t claim that I have.
But please don’t think for one minute that I have suffered any *less* than any other widow (or widower).
So if you don’t like what I say on your blog, feel free to use the “delete” button on your blog dashboard. It’s called moderation.
Frankly, I’d prefer that to a thinly veiled lecture ….
(….and even as I read over my comment again, I can only see a difference of feeling, not a judgement requiring a condescending reprimand).